Tuesday, September 05, 2006
i seriously need someone to cheer me up badly.... is there anyone out there???i really wish to call xx and chat with him coz i really need someone to be by my side now!!! thou i sms-ed him yesterday abt 5 am i know and guess he would be aslp le but still i tried cos i know he used to slp very late... (not to sure abt now thou) i sms-ed him with a mindset that he would just ignore me.. cos he said not to contact him anymore... but i really have no one to turn to... my friends wouldn't like to me speaking abt him... so i can't turn to them... and i choose to turn to u... but u were aslp le... shock to receive ur sms today... rather thankful... u said i can always call u and chat now... but... on the other hand i'm afraid that you are doing this out of pity?? and fear that it will bring u trouble.. i dun wan to put u at a spot... so today i shan't call anyone... i must learn to face it on my own... i must be strong.. even if i'm not... i must accept the facts... desperatly need a listening ear... or maybe just someone to cheer me up... that will be enough.... my zhong-ed eye had its tap on since yesterday... could someone turn it off??
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