Wednesday, January 11, 2006
hmmm...its so pissing i can't seem to get my visual studio to connect to my local host so that i can do my wbat assignments!!! argh sadded... well anyway... things been rather smooth these few days... growing more and more attach to him -smiles- its a good news ba... wat ah ma said is right nv should i compare coz it would be unfair to him... but still i will have to learn just how to adapt to my bf! maybe i'm just too used to having jw's way of care adn concern that in a way i refuse to feel his care!! but in fact he does care but not as much as wat jw had given me la... but watever it is...it have become the past!!! my ibf is my present whahahah dumb lor.... rofl... that dumb ibf of mine make me so peiseh today!!! he insist that i must sing for him to hear else he will not put down the phone... dumb right whahaha... hee tml will be our special day woohoo time pass real fast it seems that it was yesterday that we had started... hee... made him a cute thingy and got him a ducky oops... hahah so kiddo ar..! but dun care haha coz i gg to insist that he say that its the best gift he had got!!! haha... yesterday while i was in wbat lab i see smth i should not have seen whahhaa... my so called "conflict person" if thats wat i think its called... she cried... and when i see that i feel like comforting her but yea things are not the same as it used to be and ya i have no reason why i feel that way too... it seems that she had become very alone!! no longer in big big clique... haiz watever it is it's none of my problem.. why should i care so much or maybe i thinking of how he's coping ba... screwed up la.... dotx... damn...i have restarted my lappy a million times but still unable to get the IIS thingy to work with my Visual Studio... so dumb and irritating... i really wish that it will work den i wun ahve to go sch and do it... sigh... any kind soul willing to help me out... woohoo tml morning gg breakfast with my ibf...haha so gotta wake up early as i'm meeting him at 745 woooo there goes my slp... nitezzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
*cries* i'm disappointed by ur actions... wth lor... is this how u treat me de... i'm speechless... all i can say is that i have a bf that dun seems to care! sobz...
u dun seem to be bothered abt me...why should i be the one bothering abt this...! many things u say or do does not prove anything!! its nothing... i am begining to feel that i'm not the only one!! i dun trust ur actions... i believes there are den it meets the eye...! things are not as simple as it seems to be yea... i'm not at the least important to u yea... but watever it is...since u dun give a damn now!! i shall not be bothered abt anything le till u know wat u really wan..thou i din say it to u face 2 face by yea... u actions proves everything... u wan low-profile fine! i let u be!! since u wan it this way i have no say! u better not let me know that my guess is right... i will be like so damn ******* argh~~~ thou spend the start of the year with u... but i din feel anything special! sigh but the view of fireworks was cool... i did enjoy it but u were so tired i oso sian half le lor... tml start of new term and 1st day of the year... -_-"
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