Friday, July 28, 2006
sigh... i should not sense wat i'm sensing... dotx wth am i saying crap... i feel so distracted i lost interest in almost everything le... everything has become blend... monotone... my life is like a colour-less tv show... i'm trying very hard to show out my feelings... i'm trying very hard but how can i acheive an heartless state?? it seems so hard... my heart... hurts deep within... i know my weakness and i must prevent it from controling me... since that night... i believe u have already treat me just like a normal friend le... i dun understand why is it so easy for u to just let go?? 7 months together but... it seems that the relationship lasted only the 1st 3 1/2 months other den that holding on the r/s keep everything gg. somehow i thot u were so real to me but now it seems so distance... someone that i could only look and stare at his backview... i know how much my surrounding friends are helping me... and i really thank you gers... *hugs* but somehow i thot the r/s could be save!! but i was so wrong... holding on to u is not love... its forcing u!! and since u have change of heart i believe i was the one in the dark... its impossible that u miss me coz thats so fake... i guess ur heart have been stolen by another ger... hopefully u'll treat her well... not everyone is perfect dun expect too much... sigh... i miss u~ *cries* song posted for you
最后我们分开了
虽然还是朋友
但做回朋友的情人
想摆脱关系不太容易
寂寞成了习惯
习惯靠着孤单
想念该遗忘
不该在身旁
陪着我的每个夜晚
我只想
对着夜空轻轻的呼吸
问自己最爱的人到底在哪里
在慌乱中
翻箱倒柜寻找记忆
有一种
爱它曾经住在我心里
陪伴我熬过多少个无声哭泣
不懂爱情
我的心如此无力
其实我很清醒
其实我很冷静
看着眼泪滴落在手心
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