Monday, September 04, 2006
 many unforturnate things have been happening to me and my surrounding friends... there is more and more break-up between couples... wth... why can't guys cherish wat they have... at this point i suddenly thot of him... i know... i know i should not be feeling this way... but memories of him keeps flashing back.... i hate him i really do but why do i still have feelings for him... i hate you for making me for so deeply in love with u... i hate myself for not being able to carry-on....i so freaking useless... this song relates to him... when i 1st heard of this song his images our memories everything just came to mine mind.... i suddenly misses him... can ANYONE understand how i feel??? ever since MP is over we have not been contacting... i miss that person which is always on the other line singing songs and entertaining me.. without fail always cheering me... till one day u were sick and tired of it.... thats when everything starts to crash... i'm a failure.... or am i just being silly.... was together for full 7 months nearly 2 months after break-up and he's attach?!? it hurt me badly... and it make me reflex that all you said were nothing but LIES and more LIES.... why must you make such a nice fake image for me to hold on... why must you let me know ur true self... why... hate hate hate hate!!  我会好好过你的爱很像泡沫 太轻或太重 都不在手中 我的爱就像天空 太放或太收 你都只是风 你来过却爱上自由 你出走我不问理由 等你再爱我 总有个角落 会让你想起我 向右或向左 都有我站在这里守候 你留下很多 够我面对寂寞 寂寞不重 重是爱太多 当你回头 看到的一定是我
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