Monday, April 11, 2005
sigh~ 6 months.....6 months has pass many things happen and i have change a lot to someone i hardly understand and reconise anymore~...haiz its that long~~~ too painful too stressful too much too handle....sigh~ i still rem 6 months before it.... all the happy moments i had with u...now i see that u have found the one to lean on le i'm very happy for u yeah~ begining i wasn't too sure if i could accept it but now we are...ya...happy for each other ba ger ger I MISS YOU...sigh~ been eating and vommiting sigh dun understand why...anything in = everything out THIS IS BAD if i carry on... WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME tears fall heart broken yet i'm still standing strong outside...but am i really that strong~ am i really a strong ger~
nah~ i dun think i am as strong as i seems to be...haiz failed one of my moudles yea~ its expected coz i dun undertsand wat the SHIT the teacher is teaching except some due to all the "friendship" thingy that has affect me lots yea~
i'm a STRONG kiddo rem!!!
yea maybe ya right i'm blinded by my feelings...yes indeed i'm very fond of you and i know there is no possibility between us but still i wanna share happiness and sorrow with u thats all i dun ask for nothing more~ thanx for all the memories u had gave me yea~ i'll treasure it be it happy or sad...
i have a dream and that dream is to be with u ----> this is just a foolish thinking of mine~
YOU WON'T UNDERSTAND DE~~~
signing off
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