Sunday, January 23, 2005
yeah finally the terms test are gone...hahah yippie...but ya i should not be happy so soon i still have my ACCOUNTS paper wor...sigh...hmmmm lots of stuff happen and yea mich told me some stuff and ya told me that i should not be so sensitive and should learn how to hack care and ya being sensitive has its good and bad point...maybe due to my sensitivity thats why i tends to think alots sigh... some things i just can't seem to say let go = let go de...i will just tell u ya i forget abt it le i nv think abt it le haha all this are just said to fu yan u all de if not haiz keep on nag aiyo ally just simply hates nagging...lolx hmmmm this whole week i can say that i'm not really being myself coz i've been rather emotional maybe i really think tooo much le ba...aiya dunno why i say that too but yea...its funny how stuff can be...when u begin to have determination on something and decided to move on there will always be some stuff holding u back and ya preventing u from gg on...that does not apply to me yea coz i'm like always on the same spot nv moving...haha WHY i simply dunno...maybe...its due to me unable to open up to pple abt feelings or something like that...partly i prefer keeping to myself and ya act happy when i not haha dunno la that wat i feel i am ba...maybe its coz i'm unable to tell how hurt am i ba that y i turn to mine alcohol...drown all sorrows and unhappiness...hmmm thurs pi ask me why i keep looking into the sky and ya guess wat me ans back..."haiz u really dun understand me well still say we are buddies" dunno why say such hurtful words too haha den ya mich told her its coz when i fan or thinking something that is the only place i find comfort in...haha hmmmm next time when ally is down the only place to look for me will be a place where the sky is visible else it will be my house multi-storey car park....haha well no one will oso find me de la...haha aiya me dunno wats wrong le talking rubbish and crapping..........mad......
haix...
paranoid ally hmmmm....
nitey...
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