Tuesday, April 05, 2005
sigh~ been a long time since i have blog haiz well feeling rather down but i dunno wats the cause of it yea kinda sad maybe i think too much le haiyo woke up with a nice sweet dream but yea already said its a dream in reality it can NEVER happen really wish that i won't feel this way its very terrible...how i wish that i can fall asleep and never wake so i will always be happy...sigh i miss u and its true i know i shouldn't be feeling this but why...i dunno...its just an feeling or is it real sigh...wats my identity now? i dunno? so many knots in my heart who will be there to un-tie it...i miss thoes days...its worst now that is holidays now so many free farking time tooo free till think too much thou i've been rather happy that pi feng and me are ok le but i just feel that something is missing something that me myself dunno wat is it wor...haiz i feel like crying but why aren't thoes tears coming out...W H Y ? maybe i'm too bother by every movement of urs le sigh~ kinda sick now le yesterday slight fever and ya dun care la anyway its not the usual way i would spend my holidays de...THIS IS SO UNLIKE ME!!!! no matter wat i do i'm nv gonna surpass her de....haiz...watever it is its ur decision u happy can le...am i gg back to the path that i was once in?? sigh
I WAN TO BE ON DIET
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