Tuesday, September 21, 2004
hmmm this my brand new blog decided to put down all my past memories behind its just too hurting to hang on. Today ask her if she has feelings for me and yea she said YES well thou she said yes i'm sure that is not the truth as i know she is just fu yan me. I guess she just wanna hong me only ba as the exam is close she knows i will not be able to concentrate de but even if she say that she love me so wat big fuck ar i mean it make no diff from saying she dun love me coz there isn't any kind of love left i guess....i mean i guess she has got someone else le i dun feel her love her care and that tenderness that i use to get its all gone. All is left is just a heart that is being smash into unmendable state ba. Should have listen to my friends before patching with her. i so regret as i fall in tooo deep so deep that it just hurts like hell...exams is just around the corner but ya can't seems to get anything in...sigh i guess things gotta take things easy ba...hmmm gotta try to study le so will blog again ba....
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